Is this it?

See I found what I needed but it just lit
I tried to fight the battle but I lost it
I stand up and walk to the mic, I do this all for you
Just to make sure someday you can see me through
You were the drug that I needed to rewind and turn into luck
The girl I dreamt of ever since meeting
You know you'll always be in my heart ,
But I guess right now I'll have to do it again take it up from the start.
Move on and find something new..
Even though it hurts so much for both me and you.
This shit ain't equal,
No none of it is fair
You said we had a future damn for a girl like you to say that is rare
I believed you,
I hoped you'd keep your promises,
Cause premise to a promise is to trust and be honest I believe in you ,
do you still believe in me?
It makes me wonder when all eyes turn to look at me
I am crying.
I lost it I played the game and I thought I had it
But way to late I realized that this is the situation we call whirling
And if you're in a deadlock Ain't nothing I'd be able to do about it
And you know it Im your boy the Unspoken Poet
I'm no rapper, I'm a writer.
I'm your lover not your fighter
This brawl ain't none of my bussiness
You have to fix this or it's though shit
From today onward I'm gonna keep my distance
Keep all lines in check and hope my love ain't wasted
You don't reply to my messages you make false promises
What am I supposed to believe now?
That this is just it and nothing more?
I am still your man if you want me. if you need me
Just say the word and please keep me